why do we do all of this stuff lol what's the point... self fulfillment i guess.

I have been completely inactive because in the fall i started architecture school and it has sucked the life out of me. I have had no free time, however once i have a long break like just occured over christmas i don't know what to do with myself and become bored with everything..... which is why i am now working on astral projecting!!! lol so far i've gotten really intense vibrations once and was really really close to detaching from my body. I tried again today but no luck with getting vibrations i guess i couldn't really focus.

no time to paint, no motivation to do art.

architecture enjoys destroying our lives so much that they are making/made us do 35 hand drawings over break which is an insane amount, and we are supposed to spend about 30 minutes on each. ahhh! procrastination!! i go back on monday... im halfway done with the hands. i really don't want to have to go back to having no free time.

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